Reality
Where do i begin?
So many thoughts running through my mind now, i feel so lost. Like i never belong anywhere. Meeting new people, Isnt this what ive always wanted? But i just cant seem to be able to feel comfortable. Feels like everyone is just making use of everyone else. Is this reality? As long as you've got no benefits for your friends you're automatically out of their league. No. No matter what happen in the past or how much you've done for them. Once its over. Its over. Friends dont really stay through out too do they? Well, ive always thought they will. Guess i relied too much on them.
Im still at the phase of accepting the fact that, its always only you, against the world, all by yourself. Theres no one u can really rely on.
And this is just a cruel fact, that i cant seem to, neither do i know how to accept it.
But i guess the part that i cant accept most was,
I was sincere and true to them... But it wasnt the same in return.....
So many thoughts running through my mind now, i feel so lost. Like i never belong anywhere. Meeting new people, Isnt this what ive always wanted? But i just cant seem to be able to feel comfortable. Feels like everyone is just making use of everyone else. Is this reality? As long as you've got no benefits for your friends you're automatically out of their league. No. No matter what happen in the past or how much you've done for them. Once its over. Its over. Friends dont really stay through out too do they? Well, ive always thought they will. Guess i relied too much on them.
Im still at the phase of accepting the fact that, its always only you, against the world, all by yourself. Theres no one u can really rely on.
And this is just a cruel fact, that i cant seem to, neither do i know how to accept it.
But i guess the part that i cant accept most was,
I was sincere and true to them... But it wasnt the same in return.....
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