Forever ends tonight.

 I'm pushing you away to see if you'll keep trying.

so hi people. Im really sorry for not updating. After much struggling in life recently, though so much things happened t me lately, but im gonna go thru this myself. Thanks bestfriends for being by my side all this while. Love you girls. <3

so here's some overdue pictures taken on mama's birthday.

yesterday, i should say is an awesome night. Cus i've finally get t see your true colours. Again and again, im still believing you like a fool. Went to Bugis and had some fun w friends. Watched Paranormal Activity, and it sucks. I swear. Cus im stuck between Melvin and Xiaofang. I CANT HOLD ANYONE WHEN IM SO FREAKING SCARED. Urgh, Xiaofang like a ghost only inside the cinema, and when she touched me i'll always thought the ghost did -.- hehe, as for melvin poor thing. HAHA. so went t Melvin's  house (HOTEL) afterwards. and its super fun. We were all so scared after watching the show. HEHE. Except longyu i guess. So, Melvin Pig was the first one t slp :(. Wacthed 'Coming soon' halfway, due to some misunderstanding (HAHA)! Then followed by Longyu's fav documentary, but sadly, everyone would fall aslp if we cont watching. SO CHANGED TO XIAOFANG'S FAV IDOL, xiaozhu's shows. Which i fall aslp, for ten mins i guess? o: and then SAW III, freaking awesome and disgusting i tell you! YILK. Wacthed till morning 5 to 6 am? So Zachary went home first, then followed by me and xf! Hsh around eight. Suppose t go out now! But everyone was so tired and melvin and longyu are stucked! HAHA :> anyway, cant wait for tmr's outing w eugene and co.! SEEYA PEOPLE. <3

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