My Beloved Sis, Elisa Tan Lixia.

Hey sister. I bet you'll read my blog, if you're still alive & get to use puter.

Where are you? yknow how much we all want you back? We miss you. we really do.

Yknow what, how i hope you'll just come home suddenly and say "Oh, my hp no batt, thats why u guys cant contact me. "

I promise. I promise i wont investigate or kepo ask so much ques anymore.

Just come home. Its silly. Really. No one will be happy. And the letter you wrote to papa mama,

you're wrong, definitely wrong. We love you more than he do.

& think again, if we don't trsut you, how you gt the chance to lie & lie & lie us again and again.

Since young. You're always the closer one to me, in the whole family. 

Even though you always bully me, made me cry and stuffs.

But i still love you, i always need you. Need you to gimme advices, tell me what to do.

Remember when we skipped tutorial during Primary school, and we saw Daddy.

We're damn freaking scared. Is you the one who held my hand tightly and run tgt.

Remember we snatching over Mama's spoon when we're young? Though you always bully me,

But when yknow im scared, u give in to me. Not only the spoon, everything.

You will always save money, dont eat lunch during recess, just to buy all of us toys.

Then ended up get scolded by mama. But you didnt give up buying, u continue buying, more & more.

Cus yknow we want. & whenever a passerby say we look alike, the first thing we do when we reach home is to look in the mirror. "We really look alike mehs?" thats what we both always say.

& start saying each other ugly. But from the bottom of my heart, you're vehh beautiful, i swear.

Everyone is this house needs you. Don't. Don't ask me to help you tell ahyao & barky you love them.

Come back & tell yourself. If you come back, i'll let ahyao sayang you. I wont snatch him form u anymore.

& this time i'll let you be ahyao's mama, i'll be his papa. I promise.

Don't make papa mama worry anymore. Or even anyone, if you love them.

iloveyou.